~...FriEndShip is e fiRst sTep to All ReLatioNs...~

2006-09-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

when the wrong guy comes round...

believe and know tt your feelings for me are true...
know tt your love is sincere...
and know you will stay faithful...

but you came at e wrong timing...
sort of a closed book now...
cos' just lost my keys to my heart...
misplace it somewhere...
still cant find it now...
searching...sure to take a long tym...

sorry to act lyke tt...
might hurt you bt hav no choice...
cant giv you false hopes...
dn wish to hurt u further...
hope you'll just moved on...
frankly speaking,lyk you as a fren only...
more than tt,maybe not...
sorry...

2006-09-20T23:07:00.002-07:00

Rumah Terbuka AF Mawi 1

enjoy tis clip...very funny..gt mawi..he so cute!!

2006-09-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

haaalllloooo...first of all i wanna congrats mawi...
he won 5 awards for Anugerah Era just at 8.30...
so rich of trophies man..
i dunno why but im startin to lyke him...
i tink since e UN-engagement thing...
hahs..
secondly i wanna thank my mum, my dad, my sis, my grandma,
my grandpa, aunty, uncle for supporting me...
my friends, teachers, cousins and all of you...
who hav voted for me to receive tis award...
heeehEEee...so UNshameful...plastic...
i wanna confess sumthin here...
please dun be surprised...
I LOST MY HAIR!!!
i swear i didnt cut em...
cos i just didnt...
i lost my s'pore idol hair....
PAUL is out...ouh nose...
left my fav hady only...
i hope he win...good luck dear bro..
love YA...muackssss...heeeehEeee..
tk malunyer...

feelin a lil low in e inside...

2006-09-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

i was "browsin" thru e tv yesterday aft watchin sembilu... den i saw this drama series on channel 5...stories of love, the anthology series.. and noticed myself stuck onto it till 11.30 pm.. wanna noe why??? hah...cos of Reyes(played well by Shah Iskandar Mahfuz) ohh.. god.. he's drop-dead gorgeous...i lyk him since anugerah skrin and im sure u guys noe tat..well congrats to him...his english quite fluent and nyc to hear...e thing i lyk bout him is tat he noes how to act well(menjiwai wataknyer dgn baek)...really...u can see it in his eyes...awwww...melting oredi lor...
hahs..today went to shirin house to do project...lame lh she...i nvr even do anything..dn i went out wif my mum to junc8...ouh and tat s'pore idol today rawks...hady mirza u rawks...i really really hope he will be e next s'pore idol...vote for him ya!!!okie i wanna rest nw..so tired...i think i gt fever also...

2006-09-06T05:14:00.000-07:00

Siti Nurhaliza - Hujan

e song to e lyrics hujan.. nyc song just listen and njoy...

it's pouring again out dere...

2006-09-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

rain... wash away all my sins...
wash away all the footprints he left in my life...
wash away all memories of me and him...

hujan yang turun bagaikan mutiara..
berkilau,bersinar,berkedipan...
subuh menghijau, bumi terbentang
dan bayu berpuput lembut...

cinta yang bersemi
diwaktu hujan turun
menyirami ketandusan hati
dan hujan turut mengiringi
engkau pergi...

selembut hujan bercurahan
begitulah cinta ini
semesra bumi yang disirami
begitulah hati ini...

hujan yang turun bersama airmata
bersama pedih, bersama rindu
kau datang dan kau pergi jua
rindu lagi...

a nyce song by allahyarham sudirman...

2006-05-25T02:57:00.000-07:00

hola... que tal??? evryone... haha...
've been readin e instant spanish bk...
it said tt i'll speak spanish in 6 weeks...
if i read it evryday without miss...

ayer had a lot of fun...
he ido to sriwana...
on e mrt, i tok and tok on e phone wif alguien...
wif quien??? secret... cant tell ya... lo siento...

im so eager to learn spanish...
por que??? bcos i want to go dere...
soon... it's nyce bein dere...
and e guys dere are also very good-looking...
GORGEOUS...

asmirah..... ouh my god....
im so bored without u.......
when are u comin back????
luckily i've gt a new substitute of u...
to not make me feel lonely all e tyme....
cant wait to go kelantan...

aite... buenas noches for now...
means goodnite....
and hasta luego...
bye...

TERMINADO....

cute avatars!

2006-05-19T02:22:00.000-07:00

2006-05-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

why ouh why???
im so mad..mad..mad...
today's e last day of skool bt i missed it.
tt also simply means 4 things.and all
4 is very impt to me.now.at tis
particular moment.hw stupid cn i gt.

1) i didnt gt my results, hav to wait till nxt mon.
2) i didnt gt my money for skool which is very impt
cos nw im broke.
3) i didnt gt a chance to hear wt e ppl talked bout in e
kelantan briefg.
4) i didnt gt to see tt cute guy at bus stop for e last tyme b4
skool hols.wekkkk!!!;'(

and nw im so bored sittin at home.
nothin to do.it's pourin.feels lyke sleepin.
but cant.not cant but dont want to.
all bcos of u, medicine.
yeah.yesterday i ate 2 tablets of medicine.
cos i gt a bad flu.dn in e end,i overslept.
arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh.................
stupid.stupid.stupid.doink.dot.bot.tot.

feelin high and no low...

2006-05-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

hites ppl.miss u so much.n u too my orangy blog.
u're so cute.haha.
yesterday went to skool.had fun.e wkshp was fun.
it was conducted by Mdm Margaret Ong.
i lyke her.she's so friendly n cheerful.

okie i gt mostly Cs.so im people oriented.
and e famous person who got Cs are.
ouh i forgot.haha.nvm.
im also very sensitive.especially to critics.
and im afraid tt ppl wont lyke me.
as a result i always lyke to consider others'
feelins.and not hurt em.

and a job which suits my personility is LAWYER.
cn believe it.it's my ambition.to be a lawyer.
hw i wish it wud be true.
ouh and e wkshp.it's really helpful and beneficial.
cos nw.i gt to noe myself.loads better in depth.
aite today nt much plan.
but tmr goin to skool.blog again tmr dn.
bie for nw.no terminatin today.hehe.

2006-05-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

hites.im so happy today.noe why???cos no skool..
tmr gt.bt very tight schedule.hav to go skool.
dn library.dn sriwana.waaahhh.sriwana.
stress...
a scene at sriwana last 2 weeks...

abg fauzi:hai awak joget zapin ke joget nasyid?
me:durrhh...zapin lh...
abg fauzi:but it looks lyke nasyid...
evryone else:laughing...
me:wa lioaz...wat e.. $%#*&^$@!
abg fauzi:tulah saper suroh tk dtg 2 minggu...
me:wad eva...

heee...im so stressed up.so embarassed.
evryone laughed at me.even e guys lor.
tt guy arh.im gonna kill him.laughed so loud.as if he's e best.
malu nyer aku.nvm.i'll take tis as a challenge.
im gonna be e best dancer ever.soon...wad eva..
niwaes.yesterdae DIA ended.waaahhhh.drag until almost a year.
bt dey end it so easily.just marry em off back again.
fifi arrested.andi oso i tink.cos dey nvr show.gita lyke DIA back.
susi i tink live alone n bout Benny.idon think she wud marry him lh.
emang nya susi itu bengok apa mahu kahwin sama org cacat otak.

haah.today gt mtv jus.last week dere's adam af2.so handsome.
tis week gt ahli fikir if nt wrong.
dn aft tt e another handsome guy wud appear.
fairus.if im nt wrong lar.e gaduh2 syg actor.
nw listenin to era.wat shud i do nxt.wad shud i do.

saiful(apek):anda sedang mendengar era. dengarlah pagi di era bersama K and K.
setiap pagi di era jam.... bersama al-kiran, al-khairil dan saya, al-saiful
kiran,khairil:TA-IP....
saiful(apek):ape yg kau TA-IP? tu kn name kiter.
kiran,khairil:TA-IP....
saiful(apek):heh, aper lah TA-IP??? TA-IP,TA-IP. nah ambik lh TA-IPwriter nie..
arh... taip lah engkau.

hahahahaa... teriminatin sambil perot nk pecah...
*&^%$#@!!(&!
TERMINATED!!

2006-05-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

hites people.im back.right after mid-year exams.
it's all over...
well...nothin much to say.but saw him at e bus stop again.
same old routine.saw him in e morn.think havin crush on him.
dunnoe bout him.
but wt's e point askin.cos.
he'd smiled.looked.smiled.looked.stared.
followed frm behind.accidentally on purpose gripped on to e bar on e bus
when he already saw me grippin it.nearly touched my hand.ever hit me.
sat behind me most of e tyme if seat is empty.wat's e meanin of all tt.dun tell
me cos im crazy.crazy in love.
wad eva...

later.wanna watch Dia.last episode.hope Fifi & Andi wud be arrested.
Dia and Ivan back together.Susi.DIE.Eka.be happy. GITA.go die and rot
in hell.haha.

okie.wanna share wit you guys.wat im doin for my long hols.
yeah additional 1 week cos i nt goin OLE.tt stupid thing.wad eva.go cave for wt???wanna
die issit???meet e hoo-ga-gas...

PlanS for June Hols.
-Kelantan
-study,study,study
-spend quality tyme wit family
-blog,blog,blog
-com games
-find a job
-karaoke(wanna try Kbox)
-cross stitchin
-feng shui my house
-hit e malls
-hang out wit frens
-try out bowling
-watch movie
-try boycotting

terminating in craziness...
$%^&*()&^$#@!
TERMINATED!

2006-04-17T04:26:00.000-07:00

Biarlah Rahsia

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal
Tiada Pertimbangan

Chorus
Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi
Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan
Biarlah Rahsia

Bridge
Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta
Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya
Hentikan Kata Kata
Bertulangkan Dusta

Repeat chorus

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku

BIARLAH RAHSIA :
Song Credits Senilagu: Melly Goeslaw (PT Aquarius Pustaka Musik)
Senikata: Siti Nurhaliza (SN Music Publishing Sdn.Bhd)
Penerbit & Susunan Muzik: Aubrey Suwito
Studio Rakaman: Big Bash Studio
Lokasi rakaman: Esplanade Recital Studio, Singapore

2006-04-17T04:13:00.000-07:00

hites.... woah... it had been weeks since i last blogged....
heehee sorry guys...
aite...
today... let's recall....

had loads of fun.... Shirin sat beside me for 4
periods... 3 of em are free periods...
so we went crappy...
we sang or maybe she sang out loud...
cuz i was practically singin softer...
in front of our audiences...
rashilah & syafiqah(s)...
and we joke around...

den bad news... we waited for an hour...
in e malay oral holdin rm...
but mdm hartini said she cant test all
of us... so we went home...
bot nt really... cos diyanah, shirin, dian,
sha, ain, liyana and me...
e 7 w0nders went to KFC...

so we went to np...
den i ate zinger $4.50 meal...
and e rest ate wat dey wan...
diyanah was so astrocious...
she practically doesnt noe hw to eat...
or maybe has not been taught e right way
to eat...
teeheee...:)

den when we finished...
dey all followed shirin home
to watch scary movie...
but me...
i waited for my mum at np...
she's frm her workplace...
and i tink diyanah oso went home...
but watever... who really cares...
aite... bubyess...

terminatin in joyness...

2 MSD to baby mira's b'dae...

2006-04-03T03:58:00.000-07:00

Get out (leave) - JoJo(im so jealous... u look so awesome though we are of e same age)

Verse 1.
I've been waitin' all day here for ya babe,
So won't ya come and sit and talk to me,
and tell me how we're gonna be together always,
hope ya know that when it's late at night,
i hold on to my pillow tight,
and think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that your here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Chorus
Get out (leave),
right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (Now),
and I can't wait for you to be gone,
Cuz I know, about her (Who),
and I wonder (Why),
How I bought all the lies,
you said that you would treat me right
but you was just a waste of time
(Waste of time)

Verse 2.
Tell me why your lookin' so confused,
When i'm the one who didn't know the truth,
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend,
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head,
Because you left her number on your phone,
(So now after all that's said and done)
Maybe i'm the one to blame buuut
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

(Chorus)
Get out (Leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (Now),
and I can't wait for you to be gone,
(You to be gone)
Cuz I know, about her (Who),
and I wonder (Why),
How I bought all the lies,
(All the lies that you)
you said that you would treat me right
but you was just a waste of time (Waste of time)

Verse 3.
I wanted you right here with me,
But I have no choice you've gotta leave,
Because my heart is breakin', with every word im sayin',
I gave up everything I had,
On somethin' that just wouldn't last,
But I refuse to cry,
No tears will fall from these,
Eyeee-eyeee-eyeees
Ohhhh ohhhhh
GEEEEEEEEET OUT!!!!

(Chorus) repeat twice

2006-04-03T03:28:00.000-07:00

pertemuan itu masih bermain di dalam
kotak fikiranku...
ia suatu pertemuan yang benar- benar
mengguris luka di hati...
pedih sungguh hati ini...

semalaman ku duduk sugul
di kepala katil...
sementara juraian air mata
mengalir lalu meleleh di lurah pipinya...

Get out, LEAVE!!!
right now...
it's e end of u and me...
it's too late, NOW!!!
n i cant wait
for u to be gone...
cos i noe about her...

aite... u guys must be wonderin
why im so sad even thou i've
meet my azmir and ari...
dere's one thing though dat u guys
dunno... it all happened on
e same day... yesterday...
watever...
im just wastin my tyme if i tok bout it...

once again,
terminatin in disgrace...

2006-04-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

asmirah.... i gt his poster!!! harharhar...

2006-04-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

2006-04-02T05:18:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeee..............
im so happy....
i've met my azmir and my ari wibowo...
both so handsome...
quite crowded & hot...
but nvr mind... i dun care...

took lots of pics...
wanna see em???
later i post for ya guys aite...
went dere wit asmirah... n my adik n mum...
reached dere at bout 12.30 or sumthin...
went arnd... wok wok wok...
den ate at KFC...
i ate SuperstaR set B...
my mum ate SuperstaR set D....
asmirah ate SuperstaR set E...
nyce....

den at 1.45 pm went to see ari...
but he came very late...
came at bout 3.15 or sumthin...
but aniwae im still happy...
bubbyess....
muackssssssss.....

2006-04-01T16:03:00.000-08:00

it's 8 in e morn...
wat a weird thing....
usually tis didnt happen...
it just cant and will nt happen...
but it did today...

i slept at 2.30 yesterday nite...
i spent e nite watchin tv3 in my mum's bedroom...
it was so fun...
at first i watched a malay drama...
it was so dramatic... i cried cos e father died....
den dere's news so i tink i change e channel to RCTV
or sumthin...
dere was American Idol... Top ten...
Lisa went out but her voice was nice though...
she sang my fav song Because of You...

den i watched tv3 again...
a funny English movie...
after cryin... i started to laugh my ass out
while watchin e movie...
den 2.30 i went to bed...
with my half-closed eyes...

yeah... tt's e thing...
usually i cant wake up at 8 if i sleep tt late...
but well i un noe todae i did it...
maybe cos i wanna go out...

ouh yeah!!! i just r'membered...
i wanna go Plaza S'pura todae...
to meet Ari Wibowo....
arh!!! im so excited...
cant wait...
i'll tell u guys more bout it later...
after i come back frm dere... aite...
for now... u poh... poh... pohdah...

2006-03-30T02:38:00.000-08:00

droplets of pearls came running across my cheeks...
causin my clothes to drown in e water...
sittin all lone by e window...
gazing at e flowers bloom beautifully...

"people said gurls are just lyke flowers
whereas guys are lyke bugs..."

a mistake i guess...
shud make an amendment to tt...
coz i dun feel lyke a flower...
maybe if i do...
it'll be a dead one...

god, what's my mistake???
have i ever broke a heart???
have i ever made a very big mistake
which could not be forgiven???
have i hurt someone???
have i hit someone & put em in e hospital???
have i??? HAVE I???

den why did all tis happen to me???
why??? why??? why???
can someone giv me e answer???

it's just tt...
just tt...
i guess....
e opportunity of livin...
im nt worth seizin e opportunity of livin....
i cant face it... cant face it...

terminating in disgrace...

RAtu- temAn TapI MesrA

2006-03-30T02:30:00.000-08:00

RAtu - temAn TapI MesrA

aku punya teman
teman sepermainan
kemana ada dia selalu ada aku
dia amat manis
juga baik hati
dia selalu ada
waktu untuk membantuku

namun aku bingung
ketika dia bilang cinta
dan dia juga katakan
tuk ingin jadi kekasihku

chorus: cukuplah saja berteman denganku
janganlah kau meminta lebih
ku tak mungkin mencintaimu
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra
aku memang suka pada dirimu
namun aku ada yg punya
lebih baik kita bertemankita berteman sajateman tapi mesra

aku punya teman
teman sepermainan
kemana ada dia selalu ada aku

namun aku bingung
ketika dia bilang cinta
dan dia juga katakan
tuk ingin jadi kekasihku

repeat chorus

``it's tyme for muii to change evrythin... i've to be confident``

2006-03-28T03:03:00.000-08:00

aite...orite...alrite...
i tink she's right...
who's right???
who else ASMIRAH lah...

aft campus ends today...
heehee=) campus seh...
watever... aft skool ends today...
i asked asmirah to teach me moments
for physics test tmr...
wa lioaz... she's a great teacher seh...
frm clueless to problemless...
huh??? ask in no problem to do most of e
moments qns in physics 10 YS(year series)...

great rite??? aite... before tt we went to e lib..
saw tis mag wit FAHrin AhMad at e cover page...
s000OOOO handsome...
n gt tis 1 guy... eligible bachelor...
who lykes a gurl who's confident but nt proud...
so i said to asmirah im tt gurl...
confident n all tt...
but she disagreed... and she did prove it to me why...

i was nt confident bout my physics...
aft i did 1 qns and she said it's correct...
i went, "really meh??? hw come so short???
are u sure im correct???"
heeheehee=)
den she's lyke frustrated already and said,
"see lah u not confident of urself... u think wat all
e ans must be long long izzit??? mad lah u...."

ouh how sad i am...:(

2006-03-25T08:45:00.000-08:00

oppsss... sorry...
forgot bout somethin....
i forgot to tok bout yesterday's APM...

it was truly fun & enjoyable...
what a miss tt i decided nt to buy e ticket
aft so long planning to buy it..
arh... stupid me!!!

aite...
congrats to all winners...
especially PEterpAN, sIti NurhAliza, ekA maIrina & MAwi...
great job u've all done...
u all deserve e award...

aite to all celebs... u guys look awesome
yesterday... & great show though from Taufik
Batisah & SYED AZMIR & MAWI...
woohoo!!!

aite... & to my beloved kak siTi nURhaliZa...
i felt sorry for ya...
evryone's dere yesterday are tokin bout ya...
& i could see tt u're not looking quite cheerful yesterday...
i hope ya're alrite...
anyway, watever choice u made...
i tink u're right... n u hav e freedom to choose who you want to
spend ur life wif... dun let others decide for ya...
whatever choice u made... i will be on ur side...
i will still be ur fan...
forever alwaysxx...

L.O.V.E by Ashlee Simpson...

2006-03-25T08:35:00.000-08:00

I'm talking about love, love, love
All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands this is for you
Ups and downs highs and lows
NO matter what you see me through
My boyfriend he don't answer on the telephone
I don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through

L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
Oh did you hear me say
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
Oh did you hear me say
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
I'm talking about L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O
I'm talking about love, say you'll be my girls for life

Girls for life x 2
Oh hold off I need another one
I think you, you do too
Grab my bag, got my own money
Don't need any man in this room
My boyfriend he'll be calling me now anytime
I need all my girls to keep him off my mind
So hold up we need another one
What we got is all good

L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
Oh did you hear me say
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
Oh did you hear me say

L, O, L, O, L, O, L ,O ,V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
I'm talking about L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O
I'm talking about love

Love is an energy
Love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me
Love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing we do

Im talking about L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
Oh did you me say
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O, L, O
Oh did you hear me say
L, O, L, O, L, O, L, O, V, E
L, O, L, O am talking (x4)
I'm talking about LOVE!

2006-03-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

shuttup!!! shuttup!!! shuttup!!!
ouh god... im feelin blue today...

im simply feelin a lil' down and wud prefer to be alone...
i guess it's best tt i stick to myself today...
and I did...

just a minute ago, im surfin e net...
did some quizzes, got some advices and check my horoscope...
aite... think feelin better after spending 2 hrs surfin e net...
ALONE...

aite... here's something for all pisces gurls... u all rawkxx...
includin me... haha..;)

It’s a confusing time, Pisces! Use some of the week to think things out. There could be changes with someone close. You might have to come to terms with an altered situation after Wednesday’s Full Moon. Wait and see what occurs. If you’re feeling emotional, let off steam but don’t argue with those higher in the food chain. Get away from it all on Sunday.
Creative, sensitive and emotional. Sound ﬁshy? Of course it does, because these are the traits of Pisces. You’re big on love and big on talent. And, of course, you excel at both when you’re near water, so grab your hat and head for the ocean! Like your birthstone, aquamarine, when you’re near water you glow like a jewel. Shine on, ﬁsh girl!

This is your month, and boy, are you in form! Guys are keen. Friends are devoted. Sure, it’s not perfect but you’re not the sort of gal to thrive on perfection. You like a certain amount of madness in your life, and that’s exactly what you’ll get this month. Go crazy, have fun, make a splash!
Pisces girls are at their best when they’re feeling fresh and breezy. So this month, get your ﬁns, whoops, get your hands on the Garnier Skin Naturals Clean & Fresh range. In just three steps you’ll feel fantastic.

Aite... hope ya all lyke it... okie for those who are nt pisces... dun be disheartened... coz u can check for urs at girlfriend.com.au or libragirl.com.... enjoy!!!

ouh & u guys for sure knew tt i've change my skin... so rate it aite... rate it out of 10 stars... if u guys dun really lyke it... i'll change it... harhar... coz e author needs sumthin interestin to attract e readers... aite bie...

for ya, dude... im survivin without ya... for 2 damn weeks aite...
2 weeks!!!

L.O.V.E.... im tokin bout love!!!
im tokin bout love!!!

`~danGerously hUrt by You~`...

2006-03-10T06:09:00.000-08:00

Dangerously In Love - Beyonce Knowles

I love you [3x]
Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop I am a sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you [2x]
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave Just keep lovin' me
The way ya love ya lovin me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me

Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

i am in love with [2x]
you set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you
cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave just keep lovin me the way ya love
ya lovin me

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love
to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously,dangerous dangerously in love with youuu oooo
I love you,I love you,love you[6x]oh yes I love you[6x] dangerously in love

im deepLy huRt insiDe KellY ClaRksoN- behind these hazel eyes...

2006-03-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here i am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...(anymore)

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

okie...0kie... im movin...hahaha;)

2006-03-10T05:23:00.000-08:00

movin... im movin...
harharhar;)...
orait...
tmr's e skool concert...
called moved...

i tink im wearin a white blouse
wit skirt...
tink it'z black skirt...
later... bufferin mY naiLs
& tRyin to cUrl my hAir...
teehee;) maybe...

okie... tmr e concert's happenin
at conference hall at 8pm...
mY seAt no: is B23...
wonder who's e lucky person
sittin beside me tmr...
but... asmirah wud be sittin behind me...
so i noe tt im not gonna be bored,
all alone tmr at e concert...

juz now in skool...
adib salji juz reminded me of sumone...
okie...
tt sumone is my best fren frm nursery to
kindergarten... well okie...
to be frank...
he also had a crush on me...
teehee;)

watever lah...
aniwae, tt guy's mum also lyke me...
she once saed, he's tryin
his best to do well & get
good results...
in order to be a doctor...
so tt he can get
me....
so funny rite...

den tt tyme i was sec 1...
e min she saed tt, i was
lyke wat e???
huh??? u mean wat???
to get me u must be a
doc izit???
but actually tt's kinda cool...
cuz i wud love it u noe...
(givin birth in front of a doc
who is ur husband)...
haha;)
gee... cool...

okie... orait...
suaidah's gonna stop crappin now...
how???
by terminatin...
okie... bubbyez...
CIAO....

terminated...

some words for ya

2006-03-09T01:09:00.000-08:00

i loved u once...
i love u still...
i love u always...
& forever will...

i noe she's a nice
gurl...
behind her bitchy self i guessed...
but mind sumthin...
she's not meant for u...

critically bloggin

2006-03-09T00:32:00.000-08:00

a hundred thousands words came frm u...
a hundred thousands promises u made...
but none... not even one is fulfilled...
I even fell for that stupid love song...

however, as i expected...
they are all empty promises...
meaningless words...
which u used to help me up...
in order to push me down...
im broken...
broken...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here's what u promise me...
1. i'm ur man...
2. dn worry... i wont hurt ur feelings...
3. believe me u will be mine some dae...
4. my feelings for u won't change...
5. some dae we might be together...
6. wait for me...
& lots more...

u're a liar...
a plain Loser...
u broke my heart...
soon, im gonna break ur jaw...

see dude...
im not totally angry wit u cuz u broke my
heart....
but instead im totally angry
cuz ur name in my heart cud no longer be erased...

2006-03-04T08:08:00.000-08:00

tiS or tAt...???

2006-03-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

to get married in new york
or America???
New York wud be lyke a fantasy...
perfect wedding at e Plaza Hotel...

America wud be fun too...
fireworks, Suze & all my families
wud be dere....
it's my homeland... e place where im borned...
so which one den???

New York or America???

New York wud be great....
luxurious & perfect...
it's Elinor's choice(Luke's mum)...
& wearin a Vera Wang wedding gown
wud be nice...

Back in America wud be fun...
sweet & all tt....
it's mum's choice...
but wearin mum's wedding gown???
e same old wedding gown which she wore
for her wedding??? ouh... undecided...

okie okie... hang on rite dere...
dun be so confused or whatever...
im just too obsessed wit e book
im currently readin...
shopaholic ties the knot by sophie kinsella...
it's so fun.... u guys shud go read it...
perfect piece of work... cant stop readin
till e end...
hmm... bout 135 more pages to go...
wow... such a long way to go
before i reach e end....

okie tt's bout all....
yeah nitez to evryone...
t0 CT, i'll be waitin for ur call
tmr...
buhbyez...

2 MinsTMB

e lyRics... AvriL LaviGne's NobodY's hoMe...

2006-02-28T04:31:00.000-08:00

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And i couldnt help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

Whats wrong,whats wrong now?
Too many,too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

(Chorus)
She wants to go home
But nobodys home
its where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you left behind

Be strong,be strong now
too many,too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

(Chorus)
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
he's falling behind
She cant find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place
Yeah....

(Chorus)
She's lost inside,lost inside
Oh,Oh
Shes lost inside,lost inside
Oh,Oh...Oh

noB0dy's hOme...

2006-02-28T04:14:00.000-08:00

hmm.... bored, bored, bored....
no one's talkin to me rite now...
she wants to go home....
but nobody's home....
i locked myself up....
broken inside....

yeah.... tt's wat im currentluy doin now....
locking up myself....
while listenin to avril lavigne's
nobody's home...
& precisely im broken inside at e same
tyme...

im not sure what im doin....
hmmm... 5 days more & im feelin
so sad, feeling upside down....
how could I???

anyway im workin on a poem....
it goes lyke tis...
kinda weird but whatever....
who cares...
im just simply broken inside...

across e deep blue sea,
is u, faraway frm me.
but u doesnt seem so far away-
though we havent talk for days-
bcuz in my heart u stay
& dere u'll beat forever always...

harhar, funny rite???
pretty lame...
dunno wat im writing also...
must be crazy...

okie, let's tok bout life....
even though it's so boring
& so upsetting....
still, life must goes on...
okie.... gt back most of my results...
did way too badly for EMaths & Physics....
as i expected it to be....
so chickenmcnugget- not.....
but nvm will strive better in mid year....
e rest was quite okie though...

okielah... buhbyez....
good nitez....
& hapPy B'dAe to CT
tmr....
[ouh gosh, my hands still aching....
alll bcuz of volleyball lah. chicken...]

2006-02-26T05:36:00.000-08:00

enTry speCially poSted foR aSmiRah

2006-02-26T04:49:00.000-08:00

aSmirah, im sorry bout tmr....
i lied to you... about an hour ago....
giving u an excuse tt i cant make it
for tmr's watchin movie thingy....

but actually i don wanna go....
cuz im just not in e mood of goin...
im just simply wastin my tyme & money
if i go.... when i'll not be concentratin & enjoyin
myself...
im sorry gurl....
hope u're not hurt or dissappointed....

maybe nxt tyme...
cuz at e moment now...
i feel tt my life is empty...
& dun feel lyke enjoyin myself...
even when e exams are over...

once again, im sorry....

bR0ke my hEart inTo smaLL piEceS

2006-02-26T04:28:00.000-08:00

ouh man>>> how stupid life is...
i thot life is a bed of roses....
but im totallly wroonnnnggg....
life's not a bed or roses....
it's a bed of thorns....

who made my life a bed of thorns???
who????
who???
people??? of course lah ding dong....
but who really made my life so miserable???
who??? arh!!!!!!!

just let me keep it to myself....
cuz i noe tt i can trust no one....
no one!!!!
i cant confide anythin to anyone....
not even a single soul on earth....

today's e first day of e week....
& im feelin so miserable in e inside...
why ouh why...
unexplainable....

welll, in e afternoon today....
when to my dua pupu's wedding....
at tepak sireh....
nice place....
but e food is so not nice....
e whole thingy is so borinnngggg...

welll, anyway....
selamat pengantin baru(hmmm, happy newly wed)
to kak erna....
u looked pretty just now....
may u live happily ever after wit ur husband...
nice, sweet couples....

okie.... good nitez to alll....
sleep tight...

feELin a liL' hAppy in e iNside

2006-02-24T07:11:00.000-08:00

yipppppeeee.... CT1's over... for a week i've been stressin up myself.....
now at last im free...
ouh, & goodieee lucks to all for ur results...
a minute ago i was explorin my weekly
fav website.... zodiacgirlz.com.... i love it...
e horoscopes & e things dey say all seems to be true for me...

orait... in e evening i was workin on a list of things
tt i wanted to do before im 16...
okie... come come... let's share... if u gurlz gt
any comments..... feel free to tag & comment okie???....

12 things i wAnnA do befoRe im OffiCially 16 or maybe 17....

1. extremely gorgeous hair with great curls
2. beautiful skin texture( a little more tanned)
3. wear contact lens
4. a closet full of trendy clothes
5. more trendy bags
6. a job(part time/during skool vacations)
7. more high heel shoes/stilettos
8. master cooking
9. beautiful nails
10. a whole lot of branded stuffs
11. perfectly white teeth(shud i try bleachin??? harhar)
12. be my own superstar

orait... tat's all for todae...
goodnitez...
ouh & haPPy b'Dae to mY mYsterious Guy...

smsin a mysterious guy...

2006-02-14T04:10:00.003-08:00

okie... hie hie... u guys noe wat dae it is... so happy happy...
im quite tired todae to blog... but for you guys i sacrifice...
okie... todae dere is a quite interesting story for ya all...

not long ago... haha... lyke im tellin history...
okie 1 hr ago... dere's a guy....
dunno who... sms me...
asked if im suaidah...
den asked if im attached or not...

e funny or rather weird thing is tat...
when i asked how he get my no....
he said...
(to be continued) teeheehhee...

bloggin at e skool library...

2006-02-06T00:02:00.000-08:00

hie hie to all...
long time no see or maybe talk...
im quite busy these days...
tat's y i nvr blog for such a long time...

now im bloggin at...
okie fine.... at e skool library...
life's been complicated these days...
and ouh... 13 more days to CA1...
argh!!! so stress... so nervous...
im so worried...
but anyway, good luck to all for ur CA1..
hope u guys will pass with pink colours...
opps... sry... pass with flying colours....
yeah evryone includin asmirah, siti who's in m'sia, all lah...
includin azura who's sittin beside me...(kaypo!!!)

ouh yeah bout guys...
yeah till today im still stuck wit em..
cuz, evryday dere will be at least 2 guys who
appeared to be really cute to me...
yeah... rite...
but i will always r'member my motto...
to remain unattached till maybe hmm...
till i found some cute eligible bachelors....
hahaha...
okie tat's about all... i too sleepy to blog oredi...
so buhbye... i'll blog again nxt yr... haha...
nxt week or tmr or on thurs or fridae.... watever....
bUhByyE....

2006-01-13T07:25:00.000-08:00

"iF u tHink u'Re too sMall tO havE aN iMpacT,
tRY goIn to beD witH a MOsquiTo..."
by someone(hahas...)

[[exPect e uNexPected]]....

2006-01-13T06:56:00.000-08:00

minutes before, was washin my skool shoes...
actually it doesnt feel lyke washin em,
it feeelss lyke polishin em instead....
coz' i did e washin for onli 3 mins....
reali, no joke here... serious...

bfore was watchin telly for a while....
garisan takdir...
den thot it was not worth it spendin too much time
watchin it.... not good at all....
lyke i've expected what wud happen nxt...
i knew too much bout wat's gonna happen...
noe why??? coz' e storyline of malay dramas
are all almost e same... boring...

okie cut e crap... yesterdae didnt get e chance
to blog... too exhausted...
so now tokin bout yesterdae...
had lots of fun at skool... & aft tt...
was feelin high... real' high...
when i saw a cute, gorgeous guy
walkin past me.... smilin...
oh gosh!!! he's smiling u noe...
smiling...

heehee... u noe my mood often
swings.... & guys... guys are 1 of my
mood swings' relief...
thou i tried my best not to avoid
myself frm attachin to sumone...

here i hav some questionnaire for u gurls to
shoot when u meet up with ur perfect guy...
1) what is ur star sign?
2) what is ur idea of a perfect date?
3) ur gurl's out of town, e skool's hot babe ask you out(to her house)....
a) do u accept her invitation? what ur gurl doesnt know wont hurt her?
b) do u reject her invitation? u wud nvr be unfaithful to ur gurl?
4) How many gurlfrens hav u had?
5) Are u still a virgin?
6) Describe ur ideal woman?
7) What turns u off a gurl?
8) What is e best way to break up with someone?
a) by text?
b) get ur fren to do it for u?
c) by phone?
d) in person?

yeah tt's all.... tt's it... frm e
answer given by em... u will noe if they are real' perfect
for u or not.... good luck tryin! & 1 more
thing, expect e unexpected....
dey might answer e qns in an unexpected way...

ouh, & to asmirah... life's not bored...
life's fun... just dun be too decent...
add a lttle bit of new ingredients to ur life
& it'll be fun... lyke add some boys into
ur life... im sure ur knees will float e minute
u meet ur perfect-ouh-evrythin guy...
but dun forget bout ur studies either!!!
cheer up!!! to asmirah n all e other bored babes
out dere!! 1 life, live it...;)

eeeheww... tat's so scary...

2006-01-11T03:22:00.000-08:00

high to e low to e hie hie lo lo....
hello... yeah watever such a lamer...

let's tok bout this... what???
ghosts... u believe in em...
i do...

most people do not end up as
ghosts. God forbid. If that were
true, my social life would be SO over.

e above is extracted frm e book im readin...
it's about mediators.... fun...
i wish i could be 1...
but then i wonder how e ppl around
me are goin to say bout me talkin alone...
ALONE you know...

but nvr mind... whatever...
okie let's tok bout what???
i dunno...

ouh my class.... fun....
didnt noe tat most of em are so caring...
just now i was kind of unwell...
den my eyes turned chilly red...
all of em kind of felt worried bout me den...

1st, myra's gang.... myra, rashilah, syafiqah & izzati...
they asked me if i am cryin... i shook my head...
then, ain, my partner, asked me
if i was cryin.... i shook again...
then, it continued & continued...
Qi Neng, Wen Bin, Jeffrey, Shirin all
told me not to cry... it's lyke so funny....
thnx guys... really appreciate ur concern
towards me....
hmmm... wat else.... nothing...
i tink im gonna finish off readin my
mediator book... bbubbyezz...

r0ck 0n dUde....

2006-01-04T04:52:00.000-08:00

hi hie hites... 2nd dae of skool...
time flies, time flies...
yesterdae, was t00 worn out so i didnt blog...

1st dae of skool....
if u read most of e others' blogs,
u would probably see e word "boring"
dere....
but for me, it's rather excitin & interestin...
t00 lucky to hav such interestin ppl in my class...
or maybe im to0 versatile...
ceh, versatile lah konon....
aiyoh, podah...

but seriously all my classmate are interestin...
& funny... lol...(e perfect thing to type when
dere is nothing else to say)...
but I got loads of things to tok bout!!! teehee...

let's describe my classmate...
accordin to register no...

Xiu Feng - always seriously sleepin....
Qi Neng- e guy who loves to act cute...
ZiLiang - dunno???
Ezra- always "seriously" wakin Xiu Feng up...
Jia Hua- flower... no,no,no.... orchid... e funny guy...
HUmairah - hip & "outgoin"(welfare leader, yeah shud be...)
Jeffrey - no answer guy... (he listen to ppl qns but nvr answer...)
Chi Wei - dunno???
Syeh Yin - sleepin beauty...
Yvonne - basketball team's sleepin beauty...
Affiq - e guy whose laughter had reduced....
Adib - e "Class, greet..." guy...
FaisAl - e gila guy...
FitRI - e IT expert...
NAsri - dunno???
Meng Hwee - dunno???
Wen Bin - dunno???
fAiezaH - smily face gurl...(always smile,smile,smile)
iZZati - quiet but loves to laugh...
RashilAh - "aper??? aku tak tahu..." gurl
shahiRiyah - exPressive...
me - blah, blah, blah....
aiN - a good partner, entertainin & nice....
EldwIn - e skinny guy....
Li JIng - no idea???
Paul - sleepin beast... teehee...
ShiRin - trustworthy, nice & cheerful admin leader...
Sindhu - always out of class....
SivaranjiNi - hmm, nice person, nice name... friendly peer support leader...
sYAfiqah - always laughin...
lEsley - sleepin netballer...
Zi Hui - no idea???
MeliSSa - always a nominee...
JasminE - sleepin basketballeR...
PeI roNg - hmm, who is he???

okie....
done...
but I still miss my 2E1 class...
hope end of yr dere's 2E1 reunion...
biebie...
ouh 1 more left out resolutions for 2006...

to not be forgetful...

oraits... bubbyezzz...

2005-12-30T23:05:00.000-08:00

fuNny AvAtArs...

in a gReat mooD...

2005-12-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

1 more day...
just 1 more day...
we will be celebrating New Year's Day...
gee... how great...

& 2 more days....
2 more days & im back
to skool...
wonder how e guys looked like
with their new long pants...
& ready to meet all e
new juniors comin to my skool....

also i saw tt many gurls in my skool...
tried to look preetier than last year...
some hav rebond their hair...
some... huh... change their looks...
yeah, let's just see how evryone changes
next year... whatever...

okie let's talk bout my "azam"
for new year...
my goals for 2006 are...
to make my family more happy than ever...
to concentrate & get good results for all my exams...
to be a surviving single....
to jog evry evening after skool around my blk area...
to hav a better relationship with my relatives & friends...
to stop lookin back & always think bout e future...
to stand firmly on both feet on e real world...(not fantasy)...
to be a better person....

tt's all....
hope i could do it for 2006....
bie bie... tatatitittutu....

im in a cRaZyyyy mOod...

2005-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

haluha... heehee...
tararirumba...
heehee...
evrybody's talkin bout goin
to skool, goin to skool &
goin to skool...
evryone excited to go back
to skool...

but for me...
im excited...
excited to get 15...
15 cents???
15 bucks???
nope... 15 years old...
teehee....

however, i would be lying
if i said im not at all
excited to go back
to skool...

okie... now searchin
for more avatars...
so keep waitin...
teehee... daadaa...
biee...;)

2005-12-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

she's e one i love...

2005-12-27T22:46:00.000-08:00

hie guys... im back...
now playin wheel of fortune game....
won TWICE....
$74,200...
then $78,200...
if only it is real...
im rich man....
woah....

minutes ago...
minutes ago...
evrythin was different...
e situation was different...
e activity was different...
e feelings was different...
evrything....
different...

i was tryin to forget evrything...
tryin & strugglin to start a new life...
without someone...
which i noe i can't...
but i hav lost all my spirits...
my waitin was not worth it...
really not worth it...
i was bored waitin...

i thot i was lyke waitin &
waitin while e other
person was happy wit another person....
im confused...

however, my mum...
my one & only mum...
whom i love loads...
she's e one who gav me a new spirit...
she's also e one who wanted me to wait...
& be patient...

well, with her i couldnt debate...
i couldnt go against...
so, i followed...
i was difficult though...
but....
whatever...
maybe u guys dun understand...
& tt's good...
cuz i myself did not want
you guys to understand...

oh why oh why...

2005-12-26T05:39:00.000-08:00

why are we always hurting e one we love???
akhirnya kite sering melukakan org yg kite cinta....
ouh mengapa....???

hmmm.... does anyone have e answer
to e question above???
im confused,,, really confused...
why oh why???

though we love them loads, hope
to cherish them & hope to appreciate them....
but we still often hurt their feelings....
either accidentally or not...
i dun noe... i just dun understand....

not long ago... a few daes back...
i had a quarrel.... an argument.... a fight...
i dunno what's e best word to use...
but i had it with my mum...
my MUM... e person i love most...
cherished most....
but i hurt her feelings....
which i hate to do so....
why??? why??? why???
why did it happened???
i tried so hard not to hurt her feelings...
but it still happened....

e person that i wanted to hurt most....
i didnt get to hurt her/him....
but e person that i did not want to hurt most...
i hurt her....
why???
hmmm.... (sighing)
im left wondering in silence & darkness....

2005-12-24T02:58:00.000-08:00

aVaTars...

here i am... once again...

2005-12-24T02:17:00.000-08:00

heluu.... back again...
arh... bought my skool books yesterdae....
woah... shocked... when i looked at e thickness of my
physics & chemistry book....
ouh... also my A maths book...

could i survive.... or would i be gone halfway...
but ppl said if there's a will, there's a way....
nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih...
so im gonna do it... in order to hav a bright
future & to...

reach out for e stars!!!
teeheeehee....

okie... i heard tat most of my pri skool juniors
& my frens' siblings...
are goin to my skool... AI...
next yr...
so im seein loads of
familiar faces evrywhere, izzit???
yeah, i tink so..

(sighing) how sad....
all my pri skool juniors are lyke wat...
nvr mind... at least tis yr i wont
be having my recess
wit em... thank god...

okie tmr wont be bloggin...
cuz i got kenduri/prayers...
my cousin aged 7 has just...

cut his thing.... hmmm...
dunno how to put in a nicer
manner... it is meant to
be lyke tat...
cuz if i sae sunat u guys
wont understand....

& too bad for him, tat he's a guy...
hehehe...
but i heard tat his mum saed it
bleed loads at nite...
eeeeheeww... disgusting...

okie shuttup...
biebie...

one dae in johor...

2005-12-19T00:02:00.002-08:00

halooo.... teeheeheee....
yesterdae had loads of fun....
one whole dae was spent in johor...
from 12 noon till hmmm... 10.30pm i tink...

okie at 12, we went out den at first went we reached at
e causeway... evrything was pretty smooth...
no cars, no motorcycles... nothing....
verry free & easy...
however halfway thru...
there were so many cars... jammed...
but only for a while...
den at the johor causeway evrything
was moving at a fast pace...
how happyy...

okie as soon as we entered johor...
our 1st destination is city square...
my fav place...
evrything was quite lyke s'pore...
all branded stuffs...
just lyke klcc...
okie... den e first thing we searched
for is my skool bag...
found a nice cute one...
billabong... exclusive design, waterproof, attractive, striking, pinkish & all tat...
BUT expensive... 139RM with a free water botttle....
woah.... den my dad disagreed... how sad...

den we wok around, searching for other branded bags....
den i saw one.. attractive....
BUT ex gal... wat's tat??? e brand... u noe ppl always heard
bout op gal... but tis one is ex gal....
okie so rejected... no way would i want tat...

den wok again, found one... attractive...
BUt body glove... yucks wat's tat??? e brand... but actually e design
belongs to billabong but tis is body glove...
okie rejected again... no way would i want it...

den wok wok again, found one...
branded, attractive, simple, pinkish & up to date...
yeepee... den bought it...
converse.... i lyke it, dad lyke it, mum lyke it & even my sis lyke it...
so bought it....

okie den searched for my sis clothes
& skool shoes.... den we ate at the pier...
i had fish n chips with shrimps....
nice.... den we went out of there...
e parking fee??? 6RM... hmm...
quite expensive though... but had loads of fun so nvr mind
my dad said...

den went to carrefour...
bought some things for e kitchen....
& i bought some sushi...
nice as always....
den my mum bought some
clothes for herself....
den went to extra....
& i saw.... wow...
attractive, unique pair of shoes....
nvr before hav i seen a shoe lyke tat...
bought it.... skool shoes...
forgt wat brand... but initially i like e nike
one... but 139RM...
woah so expensive....
den i wonder y so many branded stuffs cost
139RM...
just lyke e billabong bag....

okie den bought some cds & dvds...
i bought king kong, chicken little, anak mami kembali,
the descent, mr bean animated series &
barbie and the magic of pegasus....
haha... dere's a kid in me....
dere's a kid in u....
teeheeheee....
okie den we went to eat pizza hut at
holidae inn...
it wasnt so expensive... okielah...
we had fun eating & laughing till
we were all full... den went back home...
jammed... so many cars...
zzzzzz.... dunno wat happened...
me & my sis was asleep...
den at 10.45pm, i woke up....
taaaadaaaa.... home...
heehehee... bie bie...

2005-12-14T23:47:00.000-08:00

my cousins & my sis(father's)

my cousins, aunt & sis...

dem again...

muee pri skool frens & muee sis....

my uncle's family....(mother's)

my cousins...(mother's)

dem... in action....

eka liana... e mad 1... e second eldest cousin... 1st is me....hehe...

2005-12-14T22:54:00.000-08:00

tiPs foR beIn stReeTwiSe....

* Always keep a taxi number handy for times of emergency or times you cant reach someone you know. If you had a mobile, save the number in your phone book.
* Keep your keys in your pocket in case someone ever steals your bag - that way at least you could get in your front door.
* It's a good idea to have a bag that you can wear diagonally over your body, so it's harder for someone to grab it and run.
* Dont walk in dark secluded places. Use routes home that are well lit and where there are still people about, even if it means walking farther.
* Dont make eye contacts with strangers.
* If you ever feel you're being followed, get to a populated area as fast as possible and keep your mobile within reach but out of sight.
* Never hesitate to call and ask someone to pick you up if you've been stranded.
* If a stranger ever asks if you want a lift, always say no and that your dad is on his way and will be there any second. Then immediately phone the person you know who lives nearest.
* If ever travelling on the tube or train, always travel in a compartment with people in it. If they get off at a stop, leaving the carriage empty, get off with them and get into a carriage with people in it.
* If ever you are mugged, dont fight. Hand over your phone, watch or purse, then leg it.
* Walk confidently - head up and briskly.

sumthin to share...

2005-12-14T22:52:00.000-08:00

hie guys.. back again.. got sumthin to share wit you guys...
bout birthstones...
enjoy!!!

January: Garnet (deep wine red)
February: Amethyst (purple/violet)
March: Aquamarine (bluish green) mine!!!
April: Diamond (clear)
May: Emerald (green)
June: Pearl (off-white)
July: Ruby (red)
August: Peridot (olive green)
September: Sapphire (bright blue)
October: Opal (milk white)
November: Topaz (yellow gold)
December: Turquoise (turquoise)

busy... busy.. busy... n busy...

2005-12-14T21:33:00.000-08:00

argh!!! ve' been busy, busy & busy all these daes... sorry guys...
not tat i've forgotten bout you guys but it's just tat i've been very busy...
now i'll catch up wit you guys as fast as possible...
let's recall...

okie... continued from 9 nov till 12 nov....
nothing done basically...
but on 13 nov my family had an open house for hari raya....
basically for my father's family & some left out friends who ave not came
to our house for hari raya before 13 nov...

den... on e next day which is the 14th of nov....
i went out wit my pri skool frens for e 2nd tyme...
but it was a complete disaster!!!
noe wat??? we just got to visit 3 houses for tat dae....
which was frm 1pm till 6.30pm...
den we wasted a lot of tyme goin to people's houses....
but they were not at home..
we did not call earlier cuz we doesnt hav their number....
& another thing is tat my other frens and I was lyke busy
thinking n calling... deciding whose house could we go next
but however my ex was lyke dating all e way...
he purposely hugged his 15 year old gurl(he's 14 lyke me) in front of me...
making me jealous but im not...
but i guess im lying lah...
okie well... maybe i am a little jealous lah...
watever.... stop!!! next pls...

den blah blah blah blah blah...
on 23 nov... streaming results...
i was lyke arh!!!
den found out that i got 3e6... cuz i took history elective...
den in my class...
wooyoh... so many malays... headache...
gonna be the next big disaster....

den blah blah blah....
okie changed e month.. not interesting lah e rest.... fast forward...
now december...

hmmm... skip skip skip...
forgotten a lot...
okie... 09 dec...
siti called...
arh!!!
so happy...
10 dec.... we met each other...
she looks e same no difference...
but she's moving again from subang to gombak...
and changing skool again...
happy happy happy...
we managed to catch up with each other well...
& she said that maybe 18 she's comin back to s'pore...
den i gave her a bear... a cute one...

she said she missed everyone....
& promised to call or write to me again...
as many times as possible...
oh well... it's hard to let her go but i could not
make her stay wit me in s'pore now...
how sad...
den in e evening around 6pm...
i went to my aunt's condo...
it's my cousin's b'dae lah...
had a lot of fun...
but unfortunately e next dae i fell sick...
the next dae after i came back from jurong point and after having
dinner at al-ameen restaurant at woodlands i threw up on
e way home...
oh gosh... felt really disgusting... & weak...

den i was sad holiday was cancelled i
thot of goin to e bbq but now den i'm sick...
hmmm...
so on the dae of e bbq i just celebrate my
grandma's b'dae in bed... cuz my grandma
came to my house...
den i gave her a kiss and a big hug...
love you loads grandma..
she is my 2nd mum...
always take good care of me..
& she's e one who took care of me since i
am a baby...
thank you...

okie den... alll done...
biebie...

2005-11-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

my abg angkat's family....

his family...

happY haPPy den Sad SaD...

2005-11-09T07:51:00.000-08:00

hie hie guys... how are u guys doin??? are u all feelin good??? or are you all feelin low???
hehehe... for me im feeling high & low... weirdo... tat's me.... at first i was happy cuz i am happy-go-lucky...
moreover, i get to noe tat khai's comin to my house todae... so i was hyper... i cant wait for him... haha..

aft juz three daes i tink i've missed him & felt as if we hav not meet each other for years.. tat's me when im in love... so i clean my house, helped my mum with e washing up of plates, cups & cutleries.... i also helped her with e cooking... she cooked chicken curry and fried mee hoon todae for our guests later... there will be 2 families coming over... 1 my abg angkat family& the other one is his family... so we will let dem eat bread with chicken curry n fried mee hoon itself... my mum n me finished washing & cooking everything at abt 8.15 pm...

den at 8.45pm, my abg angkat family came... dey came wit their car... so my quiet house had became slightly noisy & happening aft they came... laughters can be heard in each & every area of e house... later at abt 9.10pm, his family came... all of dem look good with their hari raye clothes... BUT he does not look good... not looking good as in hmmm... i mean.. arh... i dunno how to sae tis... he does not look good cuz he does not put on a happy face instead a weary face??? yeah... sort of... he looks pretty sleepy... & later i got to noe frm his mum tat his skool holidae is over n so he has just came back frm skool... poly lah... he usually came back late cuz his poly is at tampines but his house is at woodlands... so he is kind of tired... pitiful... so juz now during e family photo taking at my house.. he does not even smile... orh... how sad... okie so tat's all... im posting his family photo n my abg angkat's family photo so view it!!! bubbyez...

2005-11-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

sssshhhhh.... guess who???

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2005-11-07T08:37:00.000-08:00

hie hie... slamat hari raye... had a great time n a great week... 1st dae of raye was cool... went to my maternal grandparents first den followed by my paternal ones... it's great to be fourteen... i had all my red notes & some green notes.. haha.. fun... i wore orange baju kurong on e 1st dae.... it is shown in one of e pics below.... den blah blah blah...

2nd dae... went out at 3... went to our sedares' house... i wore e baby blue baju kebaye nyonya which i bought at geylang but i forgot to take a pic of me... but i did for my sis... however, hers is much more uglier than mine & is green in colour... nvr mind e next tyme i wear it... i will take pic okie... den we wok wok together wit my cousins all lah... den dey came out wif an idiot game... it's very lame... den we burst into laughter.... woh... funny... den blah blah blah....

3rd dae... is saturdae... no fun... no need to sae anything...

4th dae... very fun... hyper extraordinary.... my family & i went out to our neighbours house... den we went to causeway point... went to metro n bought elmo for my sis... e one tat can dance e hokey pokey dance.... so cute... den went to woodgrove al-ameen... my mum & i ate naan wit keema while my dad ate nasi paprid... very yummy... den i went to e counter n settled e bill[ceh!]....
den straight aft tat we went to khai's house at woodlands also... cuz earlier his dad invite us & another fren to his house... u noe... my dad, khai's dad & n my abg angkat's dad are good frens... juz like e powerpuff gurls... haha... dey noe each other frm young... so dey are very close.... fantastic! okie actually when we arrived we did not went up immediately but we waited for a short while in e car cuz it's magrib... aft tat den we went up...

entering e house... khai's mum complimented me... she said i looked pretty... how glad... den i saw his face.... him wearing grey baju kurong... hah... den okie... im happy... aft we finished eating i helped to wash e plates n glasses... again, khai's mum complimented me... saying tat i am well-trained n very rajin.... den we headed to my abg angkat's house... at woodlands also.....

my abg angkat's family made e headstart... dey went up 1st... while we are still downstair.... den we went up by taking e lift... i went in 1st so i pressed e buttons...

open....

3....

waited for everyone to get in....

close....

dey tok tok in e lift... till level 3....

open....

everyone get out.... BUT... khai did not want to get out first...
he waited for his parents n mine to get out...
& pushed his brother out of e lift to be e one who get out frm e lift wit me...
haha.. cute...
so we wok side by side...
den in e house...
he tried to sit near me but i tink he's pretty shy...
so he sat for a while only... den he went to sit on e sofa....
den he began to sneeze n sneeze n sneeze when he sat on e sofa....
aft tat he went into e room wit my abg angkat....

later.... goin home...
we went down by stairs....
n he tried to wok beside me again...
n he successfully did... we climbed down e stairs side by side...
n wok side by side...
den before we left...
our eyes met n we wished each other goodbye thru our EYES not our MOUTH...
how sweet....
n tmr i tink he's coming to my house...
so im gonna be ready...
okie biebie.... sweetie nitezz....

keys to my heart...

2005-10-30T06:46:00.000-08:00

helo helo... wanna share wit u all sumthing...
i got this after i did a quiz...

The Keys to My Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.(already)
Your ideal relationship is lasting.
You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is 100%.(whatever)
You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something precious.(of course!)
You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.(absolutely)
At this moment, you think of love as something you don't need.(absolutely right)
You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.(flirting??? haha)

2005-10-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

hie hie guys n gurls out dere... HARI RAyA's coming!!! woohoo...
cant wait to meet up with my cousins n ask for forgiveness from my grandparents..
n uncles n aunties...
however, i wont forget bout e love ones who have leave us forever...
to my cousin family... abg zaril n zafri...
pls pls pls come back to s'pore...
it has been such a long time since we last met n gathered together for hari raya...
i miss u guys...
e last time we last met is when i am 7 years old...
imagine tat...
how long???
it has been 7 YEARS since we last met...

come back... come home for hari raya...
grandpa wants all of us here with him on hari raya...
he's getting old & ius already uzur...
he's 75 already...
at least pity him even if u do not pity us...
pls pls pls...

okie on fridae i met khai...
it was a surprise meeting...
cuz he was walking home from e mosque near my house...
at e same time, i was alighting from e bus...
den we bumped into each other...
nice...
haha..

okie all my kuehs are done...
n left with polishing furnitures n changing e curtain...
tat's all...
ouh... n putting henna on my hands...
fingernails i mean...

okie done....
HAPPY DEEPAVALI & SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
bie bie.. not gonna blog until hari raya i tink...
so enjoy...
n dun forget to come to my house on hari raya
all my frens... biebie....

2005-10-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

hie hie guys....
hmmm, wat shall i tok bout todae???
ouh okie... my results... got back all of dem todae...
1st, was malay...
not bad A1 but not satisfied wit e marks nvr get 80+...
den maths... wooohhooo.. i passed it... B4
den e rest aiyah so long wanna write... lazy lar...
e rest all passed lah... all get A n B n 1 pathetic C....

okie den tok tok wit asmirah during class time...
cuz got no assembly...
tok tok crap...
we planned to break fast at seoul garden on e eve of deepavali BUT
i tink i cant make it... too busy... aniwae goin out oso...
so sorry asmirah but if u wan on e eve of hari raye...
i got no plans so no problem... u decide lar...

hmmm.... todae my mum still have headache...
BUT she still refused to see e doctor...
aiyah...
den i cooked for my family dalca with daging rusuk...
sorry dunno how to translate to english...
it is a sort of indian dish cooked using curry powder n mutton...

den i helped my mum to clean all e flowers in our house...
it looks pretty much like a garden now...
haha...
okie den at 9 we went out...
we went to meet my dad's best fren...
chat chat n eat roti prata...
i had e plain one n e cheese one n one cherry drink...
yeah den went home...
sad sad my dad's best fren is khai's father n his mum said tat he got fever...
hope he will get well soon...
r'member me always den u will recover faster...
haha... kidding..

okielah... bie bie i wanna sleep...
tmr goin out again...
nice one...
goin tekka mall n e bazaar n geylang bazaar also...
wow... my parents so nice...
we went to geylang including tmr, for 5 times already...
n went to tekka 2 times already....
goin dere to find my pink or baby blue colour kebaya nyonya...
n my necklace n another pair of earrings....
also my lip gloss....
ouh... n my manja magazine...
e cover page very nice...
full with guys....
haha...
okie okie alios....
bie bie...

2005-10-19T10:51:00.000-07:00

2005-10-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

heluuuuuu.......
im back!!! n now my exam's over....
but hav to be ready to get my results
as the envelope of fate will soon be unsealed....

oh GOSh!!!
im tensed....
haha.. watever...
but e only thing im worried bout is e subjects tat im gonna take
next year in sec 3...
i hope i'll get wat i want...
i dun really care bout my class...
although im initially in 2e1, i dun care if i enter 3e6 next year
as long as i now wat i want, wat i like n wat im good in...
the key is not where u are(class) but it's what u are(attitude)...
yeaH!!!

okie... let's tok abt todae, tmr n nxt week...
todae, im quite worn out... tired tired tired...
i've clean 3 fans, two room fans n 1 living room fan, e standing one...
didnt get to clean all 5 fans, 1 e living room ceiling fan n my parents' room fan
cuz my mum has got fever n she's
sneezing all day long...
so den i vacuum e house. clean here clean dere, wipe here wipe dere....
den i mopped e house....
den at 5 i went down to e shop...
bought murtabak ayam n cook porridge for my mum when i got home...

den buke or break fast....
den watched gerak khas... last episode for e mat rempit thingy...
b4 tat at 2.30 managed to watch citarasa selebriti which is my fav show...
e selebriti undangan for todae is Amer(ruffedge)...
oh god so handsome he todae n he knows how to make karipap...
u noe e sides of e karipap is so hard to make but he knew how to do it so perfectly...
honestly, i dun noe how to do it...
failed for several times already...
borrrringg.....

den at 9, i cooked chicken soup for my family for sahur(before we start fasting)...
den watched movie...
den eat mcdonalds... my dad bought it... u noe now it is 24hrs....
thanks dad....
den here i am bloggin n surfin e net...
hmmm... without me realizing, it's been 15 daes since e muslims started fasting...
n i've started to listen to all hari raye songs tat i got....
tmr will be 16 daes...

so, i hav to rush a little..
hav to wipe e windows, change e curtain, clean e whole house, decorate it make it looks nice,
touch up e paintings, arrange e flowers make it new n make each n every furniture shines...
n bake cookies n kuih....
woohoooo... e best part....
choc chips, suji, bantal peluk SALOMA n BROWNIE witout e nuts...
but e brownie is limited, first come first serve... hehe...
so fun... so NOT borrrrrrrinnnggg....
n tat's wat im gonna do for e next 14 daes....

okie... to all my frens dun u all ever forget to come to my house on HAri Raye....
doesnt matter if u're a gal, a guy or watever...
doesnt even matter if u're a malay, a chinese, an Indian, Eurasian or watsoever...
juz come to my house i will welcome u guys warmly...
okie okie.. goodie goodie good nites...
tatatititutu...
bieeee...

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2005-10-14T07:48:00.000-07:00

hie hie guys... it's been such a long time since i last post an entry in my blog... no no not because i forgot but im toooo busy with my preparations for final year exams.. hope i'll good marks for dem... but what's done cannot be undone, so never mind.. cuz i knew tat i've given my best shot!! okie exams over, not really actually... dere's still 1 left... it's DnT... i hate it.. but it's alrite cuz tis will be my last year takin it...
okie i noe tat u guys had realized tat i have upgraded my blog a lot with a new skin n lots of cutie n nyce avatars.... i noe some of ya woild think tat im crzy but yeah, i am... i am crazy bout avatars... i cant stand it lookin at cute n nyce avatars so i decided to share them wit u guys... hope u all luv it...
well, as i said, mondae is e last day for my exams n after working n pushing myself hard enough, at last... i got 3 days break... tues, weds n thurs, dere will be no skool for me.. n not long later i will hav my holidaes.. it's time to enjoy after so much hard work... but cant really hang out wit my frens too much cuz i'm afraid i'll be too worn out as i am fasting now, for 1 month which is exactly 29 daes...
as soon as skool ends, i will start bakin cookies n cakes especially brownies for hari raya... cookies would be made extra for my love one... i noe u love it so much, so to prevent ya from finishin e whole container of cookies juz like last year, i will bake for ya extra.... okie... haha... tat is so sweet of ME.. hehe... okie den i will also be helping my mum with a lot of cookings n cleanin n washin... so mum dun worry im here for ya...
okie okie wat else, wat else??? hmm, guess no more... so i would like to wish all e muslims haPPy FaStinG n e Indians, especially Banu n Nive, HappY AdVanCeD DeePAvAli n yo e muslims again, especially AsmIrah n my long lost fren, Siti(i will try to contact her), HAPPY ADVANCED HarI RAyA!!!!! woohoo.. so happy... got new clothes, new shoes, new bags, new make ups n new + more money..!! haha... okie bye bye... n dun forget to TAG before u LEAVE...

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2005-10-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

haPPi haPPi toDae

2005-09-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

hie, hie evryone...
im feelin good todae...
had forgotten evrything bout e bbq...
cuz im not goin for it..
woohhooo....
y???
cuz im goin overseas...

okkiie..
i now sum ppl are happy upon hearing e news...
so am i...

had a great dae todae...
went to many places in s'pore...
first, me n my family went to plaza singapura...
e place was full..
e carpark was full oso(duhh...)
but we did not had a hard tyme finding a place to park our car...
thanks to e camera(issit??) or wateva thing u call it...

so after we parked our car,
went straight to carrefour...
mi mum believed dere's great offer...
n okielah... e things dere quite cheap...
bought quite a lot of things...
all for my sis...
wat seh...
my parents bought for her,
a booster(seat for children to be used in e car), - $23.90
a sunglasses(she broke her old one, many times oredi), -$5.90
a pillow(she wants it), -$6.90
a box of 6 colour pencils(she said she's goin to skool), -$1.90
2 packs of pull-up pants(necessary for her), -$9.00
a box of fruit candies(she said she had not ate it for such a long time) - $2.10
tat's all.... so expensive... total up lyke around $50...
n for me... u noe wat my dad bought for me???

a pack of 8AA baterries + 4AA batteries...
worth $4.50 only....

hmm... wateva... nvr mind...
den we went out of tat place immediately aft shoppin at carrefour...
cuz it was too crowded...
den we went to waterfront...
looked at e scenery n water...
very nice n calm...

after about 20 mins or so....
we drove off to harbour front shoppin centre...
went dere for window-shoppin...
we went to e BIG safe store...

a lot of sales goin on...
wit a min purchase of $100 in a single receipt...
u can buy an air purifier for only $9.90...
or handphone at $99...
n many more...

so shiok...
but we bought nothing....
my parents tot of buying a printer for me...
cuz my old one is spoilt...
their budget is below $100....
so i decided not to buy it now...
cuz i wanted to buy e one tat cost $198, epson....
it is very nice n can print photo perfectly...
n oso can print photo on cd...
cool...
tat's y i wan it...

so mi mum said tat if i want it, i hav to wait aft hari raye...
so tat i can used my collection to buy it..
haha...

den aft viewing arnd...
we wen to buy a present for my dad...
his b'dae... on 21st sept lah, nut he asked for it now...
waoh..
so i hav to share e money wit my mum....
ok lor, quite cheap... affordable...
sumthin for his car...

den on e way home...
we bought 3 packets of nasi lemak to be eaten at home...
cuz mi mum didnt cook...
i've ate it, so now i bloggin...

okie.. bubbyez...
now i wanna sleep....

y diD tis haPpen to me???

2005-09-02T09:33:00.000-07:00

I dun understand y...
i tend to assume tat everyone lykes me...
y???
cuz i try to be friendly, caring n thoughtful...
n even try to speak to dem as soft as i can...
softer den i ever spoke to mi parents..

but, no one sees tat....
no one knows..
no one appreciates..
no one cares...
or bother to not hurt mi heart...

is tis wat i should deserved...
aft giving so much love towards mi frens???
dey even didnt let me handle some important stuffs...
sum more, im doin it for dem not for myself..

maybe mi mum's right...
"u should not be so good towards ur fren,
dey wont appreciate it. instead dey will step
on ur head. dun be so stupid."

yeah, she's absolutely right...
now, she doesnt hav any close frens...
her family are juz simply me, mi sis, mi dad, grandma n grandpa...
her frens are also us...
she nvr ever went out wit her frens or wat...

so wat now, a world witout frens???
i once asked her tat question..
n she answered immediately,
"u wont die, u still hav ur family wit u..."
she's mi idol...
encouraged me a lot...
made me feel strong always..
always dere for me in times of laughter n tears...

now, frens im not gonna sacrifice animore for u all...
frens are simply frens
but family are different...
dey are much more important to me...
so now i've decided tat i will not handle e bbq foods animore...
n furthermore, i might as well, not attend e chalet too..

go0d NiTeS...

BoReD ToDae...

2005-09-01T02:19:00.000-07:00

hie, hie everyoNe... toDae im feeling hmm.. alrite lah... yesterdae i went jalan-jalan wit my family n had a big surprise given by mi mum n dad... lyke to thank dem for it.. i luv e surprise...
oh yeah, yesterdae had a great fun in skool but dere's no half dae so
im quite sad cuz cant visit mi primary skool...
however, e teacher's dae concert was borrrinngg...
i tink e teachers did a better concert for e students on youth dae
than e councillors did e concert for dem...
it was full of nonsense lor...
and e mc also was so borrrinngg...
i dun really lyke dem...
overall... e concert was not nyce lor except for e dance by fatimah n her frens..
sec 3 i tink.. tat's e only tink tat woke me up...
hmmm... i am invited to a party...
goin with asmirah i tink...
not goin wit anyone else...
n i, nive, asmirah n banu are handling e foods for e bbq...
cuz we tink if other ppl handle it...
dey will spend so much money on it n buy all e unnecessary things...
ppl who dun lyke us to handle e food....
NO NEED TO COME...
cuz we had made a lot of effort to provide dem wit food wat, so if dey dun lyke den...
dun come lor...
i don care, i am not gonna let dem step on mi head...
not gonna be stupid lor...
tmr aft skool i wanna go library to search for some books
on hamlet for mi project...
hmmm... holidae gonna be very busy..
oh yeah, wat shud i buy for e b'dae gal arh???
n i am so worried now, cuz i forgot to bring home my similes worksheet...
how am i gonna memorise it for e quiz tmr...
so stupid lor...
eeeeee.... stupid stupid so frustrated.....
wit all e irritatin ppl around me...
i am more frustrated!!!!
oh nive, forgot to pass to ya e catalogue...
tmr den...
bubbyez...

I hAd FuN, I KneW i diD...

2005-08-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hie, hie ppl.. todae is quite a fun dae...
for e whole dae, dere isnt much studyin goin on...
for science, we watched x-men
for maths, we did nothing, i tok tok to nive, banu, asmirah n sharizan..
den aft skool, dere's aces day thingy n we did some aerobics dancing
well, it was fun and nice...
before tat, we ate lunch, me, asmirah and shutian ate together...
den we joke joke, dey both dared each other to eat lime lah wat lah..
so childish.. haha...
den e dance end at 4 i tink..
i went home and at 6 went out wit mi mum and sis...
we went sunplaza to meet mi mum's fren...
den we all eat ice-cream... hmm.. so nice...
tmr aft skool, i tink mi family and i goin jurong point...
jalan jalan so i will not be bloggin okie...
okielah... bubbyez...
i wan to watch malay drama and memorize similes for quiz tmr..
bubbyez.. gd nite.. sweetie dreams...

BusY ToDae...

2005-08-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

Hie hie... todae im quite busy wit mi budding writing project
i am trying to do my best to get my story published, dream on.. haha...
okie, my story title is MiRaCle BoUnDAry...
nice not? huh? no arh? got better ones? tell me lah...
e story is very very sad... bout two best frens separating frm each other
basically tis is my fren,Siti, n my story...
however, i wish e ending will never happened...
im quite imaginative so i can imagine things very well...
if my story get published, den u all must read u noe...
okie lah, wanna quickly quickly finish my assignments...
den i wanna watch anugerah, my fav for tis week is
IRWAN... ur voice is nice, hope u will get to e finals...
goodie lucks...
khai, i tot u wanna join anugerah??? when will it be???
prove it tat u can sing lah...
see whether my heart melts or not.... bubbyez...

HelO...

2005-08-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

heLO... TiS is Mi twIn BloG... DunNo y i mUst haV 2.. But Nvr mInd i Juz CHooSe To hAvE 2 blOgs... OkiE.. PosTing AgaiN sooN.. wAnnA FocUs moRe On e skIn... BuBbYez...

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